Arghh, does the world not want me to be happy?
I meet this really nice guy, we become friends and then i start to realise I like him as more than a friend. He is like the guy I want, and yet the world decides to make him not like me in that way :(. What is that all about!
I know that i’ve only known you for a week but I was sure that you were the right one. I guess my gut feeling about people will always be wrong.
Yeah you know I don’t like to swear, but all I feel like doing is just that.
Arghh I didn’t think I would be the one consoling you when you are the one that said you weren’t sure how you felt about me yet :/. Please don’t be upset, I will be fine. I can get over things quickly, I still will always think you’re a beautiful person and your smile will always light up my day. If i can at least have you as my friend, that is WAY better than not being in your life. I will always be here for you.
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Damn
So i have a better chance with this guy, but it turns out he likes two other people arghhh. I thought we had a pretty great dynamic but I guess it won’t happen for quite a while if it does. We haven’t known each other long though so I guess I can’t really be upset.
I suppose I don’t deserve your reply. No matter how many times I try to talk to you, you probably will just avoid me. I guess it’s for the best that I stop. I did what I did, I can’t change that even though I regret it, so I shouldn’t expect you to forgive me and be my friend at least.
I don’t know why I bothered to message you, I mean what did I expect, that we would magically become friends again. After how naive and horrible I was back then. I still had a glimmer of hope that maybe one day we would have a chance to become friends even if there was zero chance of becoming more than that. I didn’t even know what I was thinking back then when I said something horrible. And I do still have feelings for you. I don’t even know how I feel for anyone anymore. I feel more alone than ever since I did that stupid thing. And then I was even stupider to talk about a new relationship i had at the time with you when we were talking again. What the hell was wrong with me.
Day 5- A song from an artist you wish had never started singing
Friday- I can’t even remember her name :/
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